Where is my mind?

hallo

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 13:27:43 GMT

does anybody know how to make a backdrop for this thing damnit- grr

so right now im workin on this thing for "Where is my mind?" in Graphic Design its lookin pretty good so far but anyways todays gunna be a lazy day. much love to everyone

"Crossroads, seem to come and go, yeah.
The gypsy flies from coast to coast,
Knowing many, loving none,
Bearing sorrow, having fun.
But, back home he'll always run,
To sweet Melissa.
Mmmm-hmmm.

Freight train, each car looks the same, all the same.
And no one knows the gypsy's name,
And no one hears his lonely sighs,
There are no blankets where he lies.
Lord, in his deepest dreams the gypsy flies,
With sweet Melissa.
Mmmm-hmmm.

Again, the mornin's come.
Again, he's on the run.
A sunbeam's shinin through his hair.
Fear not to have a care.
Well, pick up your gear and gypsy roll on.
Roll on.

Crossroads, will you ever let him go? Lord, Lord.
Or will you hide the dead man's ghost?
Or will he lie, beneath the clay?
Or will his spirit float away?
But, I know that he won't stay,
Without Melissa.
Yes, I know that he won't stay, yeah,
Without Melissa.
Lord, Lord, it's all the same.
Mmmmm-hmmmmm."

"Melissa"-Allman Brothers

ps-im goin to the Lynyrd Skynyrd and Allman Brothers concert on Oct. 1st =)

"Beautiful Things"

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 13:26:02 GMT

Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?
I guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do?
can I change my mind?
did I think things through?

It was once my life - it was my life at one time.

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 12:58:14 GMT

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind?
Way out in the water
See it swimmin'

I was swimmin' in the Carribean
Animals were hiding behind the rocks
Except the little fish
But they told me, he swears
Tryin' to talk to me to me to me

Where is my mind?

Way out in the water
See it swimmin' ?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
If there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind?

Ooooh
With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Ooooh
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Ooooh
Ooooh

...

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 13:17:44 GMT

So this mornin me and Mikey walked into school and went to my locker..and non of my shit was there..started my day off badly..then i went to go sit down with my normal group-Kels, Liv, Josh, other ppl. and i was sittin there and just started crying. i miss everyone so much. the situation we put ourselves in was stupid and argh so aggrivating. i cant wait till we ALL can hang out together again as a whole.

Maybe this afternoon will make up for having a shitty morning..

my hump my lovely lady lump

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 21:17:55 GMT

"Some people call me the space cowboy.."

had fun this weekend.

i love my circle-i miss you all terribly =(

Cant wait till Wed. =) i love my girls

"This is the story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world.."

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Mon, 15 Aug 2005 13:35:32 GMT

Think about these definitions that I give you guys..

Trance-A tedious journey. A state in which the soul seems to have passed out of the body into another state of being, or to be rapt into visions; an ecstasy. A condition, often simulating death, in which there is a total suspension of the power of voluntary movement, with abolition of all evidences of mental activity and the reduction to a minimum of all the vital functions so that the patient lies still and apparently unconscious of surrounding objects, while the pulsation of the heart and the breathing, although still present, are almost or altogether imperceptible. To entrance. To pass over or across; to traverse.

Ecstasy- The state of being beside one's self or rapt out of one's self; a state in which the mind is elevated above the reach of ordinary impressions, as when under the influence of overpowering emotion; an extraordinary elevation of the spirit, as when the soul, unconscious of sensible objects, is supposed to contemplate heavenly mysteries. Excessive and overmastering joy or enthusiasm; rapture; enthusiastic delight. Violent distraction of mind; violent emotion; excessive grief of anxiety; insanity; madness. A state which consists in total suspension of sensibility, of voluntary motion, and largely of mental power. The body is erect and inflexible; the pulsation and breathing are not affected. To fill ecstasy, or with rapture or enthusiasm.

Those two definitions are the reasons that I listen to Trance. I suggest everyone listen to at least one song.

Here are a two-
-"Insomnia"-Dj Tiesto
-"Beautiful Things"-Dj Tiesto

hallo.

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 13:33:38 GMT

"All I can say is that my life is pretty plain. I like watching the puddles gather rain.."-Blind Melon

So schools started back up and things are moving along pretty fast i guess you could say. i think i have allergies cause my eyes have been watering a lot lately..hmm. anyways ive been hangin out with Josh, Zakas, and Kels a lot lately..we added a new member to the circle :-) Miss Olivia Smith..im very happy shes in it now..shes awesome.Today i have to go get my eyes checked AGAIN the third time this week..but o well i get my contacts :-) ive missed them so much. ha but anyways me clay josh zakas and olivia are stayin after school and the guys are gunna practice wrestlin' and me and liv are gunna be there cheerleaders tehe. tonight i think were all headin up to lake lanier and camping out up there..should be fun and interesting. wink

leave me some love kthnx.

ps- im very sleepy today and can be a bitch. so dont fuck with me =)

OPBBEEEN GLEEEBPEN GLAABBPPPINNN GLOPPBBBIN

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 04:15:38 GMT

I guess im starting this old thing again..it reminds me more of a journal than xanga does so i guess im gunna start writing in this thing every few days to tell yall what ive been up to..anyways not much to say but my b-day was a few days ago and it kicked ass and ive been having some trouble with me friends..but hopefully itll blow over soon and thats pretty much it..besides partyin and what not lol..oh yeah and on tuesday me my sis and my mom are going to six flags with the Place's (Michelles family) it should be fun and im going over to Mich's tomorrow night :-) woop woop well ill write more next time i dont really feel like typin..

peace nigs
-Rach

ITS BEEN A WHILE LIKE THE STAIND SONG AHAH!

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 01:53:20 GMT

i'm the girl
who can be so hurt
but still smile

*i'm left incomplete and all alone*

theres music playing
but we dance
to the beat of
our own black hearts
and draw diagrams of suicide
on each others wrists
then trace them with razorblades.

I love walking in the rain...
...so no one can see my tears...

everytime she laughs
she hopes hes watching
not so he sees shes happy
but maybe just maybe
he'll fall for her smile
just as hard as she fell for his

Maybe her laughter is a cry for help.
or her precious smile
a symbol for her
I n S e C u R i T i E s

She cuts herself;
never enough to kill
herself.. just enough
to let go of all the
tourment and the pain
and to hear the scream
x i n s i d e x

sometimes, i look at you and
you seem to be looking back at me.
but then you look away...
like you're afraid of what might happen,
if u stare for just a second longer ...

You Watch her Walk Down The hall
Big Smile, Laughing, Looks SO happy,
You'd Never know she Goes Home
and Cries herself To s l e e p..

"if tears were pretty.. maybe i'd be beautiful.."

We're the fairy tale romance,
holding hands in the car
and kissing at the red lights

And I hang like a star
fucking glow in the dark
for all those starving eyes to see
like the ones weve wished on

so cut my wrists
and black my eyes
so i can fall asleep
t o n i g h t
because you kill me
you know you do
you kill me well
you like it too
& i can tell

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Wont save her from herself

s e x y is standing with me pushed up aqainst your car kissing in the pouring rain with no intention of ever... s t o p p i n g

How about that! BAM WHOA!

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 01:23:26 GMT

so yeah today i didnt go to school cause i had OSS and i got to sleep in but i had to clean the whole house by myself cause my brother broke his toe at school during team sports and couldnt help..i havent had anything to eat all day and im starving..Taylor was gunna come over but it wasnt working..i was soo upset..then Jen came over and we dyed each others hair..she doesnt like hers but i love it what can i say?..umm jen blow dried my hair for me and it looks soo emo its hot! mm i love it! and i have to go to the bathroom..tomorrow im going back to school cause i dont have OSS anymore then when i come home i gotta start lookin fresh cause Taylors coming over and gettin me and were going to see a movie or dinner or bowling or SOMETHING! then the next day jens comin over at 11 AM to "spend the night" when i told my mom i was "spending the night" at her house and were gunna go to Kroger with Taylor to get bunches of food cause were having a party at her house on Sat. ask me or Jen if you wanna come and we'll give you directions..its gunna be CRUUNNKKK..then sun were gunna clean Jen's house take Brian home come back to my house wait till Jen's parents come and get her then im going with Taylor to feed the homeless ahahaha im such a good caring person! what can i say?! yeah but anywho i think im gunna go now..oh yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEN FRICKIN MOORE I LOVE YOU BOY!

<33Rachel

and he replied with a GASP.."What in heavens is going on around here"

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 21:51:48 GMT

well you guys ive decided that i want to be either a photographer write or actress..so many dreams that thousands of people out there dont succeed in..o well i plan on it..today i stayed home from school and everyones like "YOUR GUNNA FAIL!" UGHH SHUT THE FUCK UP PLEASEE!! lol im soo sick of people all in my business 24/7..but anyways im drinking SUNNYD!! mmm soo good and im eating a burnt pizza that taste like ass..barfff..oh em gee!! this morningg i woke up horny as hell it was insane ahaha i dont even know what happened i called TAY TAY and i was like BOOM WHOA horny but yeah anywho im out for now..i love you all dearly

tres out-
<3Rach

and that and that and that and that and that and that..ahaha i miss Trav

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 19:59:14 GMT

So lets see..last night i went to bed at about 4 AM after i got off the phone with Connie we were having mad phone sex it was hot..tehe..oh yeah i sleep naked all the time now its soo awesome its like HALLELUHYAH! the angels are singing ahaha..doo dee doo doo doo..anyways i woke up this mornin cause my brother came in my room playing my guitar or at least trying to play it and singing i was like ROARRR, i turn into the devil when people wake me up. i love gettin my beauty rest..like i need it ahaha just kiddin but yeah after i woke up i called Taylor (my love) and then got dressed and came up here (my moms office) and ate some Taco Bell then me and my little sister Rebecca (Roo Roo) played in Lisa's old office and Rebecca called Taylor and talked to him aww it was soo cute! aha..o yeah i have some bad news..Shane is joining the Marines..im soo sad i never though hed actually leave..weve had soo many good times together im gunna miss you Shane "Miss You"-Blink 182..you know what i mean well im off im gunna go be emo or something

<3-Rach

:-( Shane

WAHAHAHA I LOVE MY CONNIE GIRL!

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 07:46:43 GMT

ThatClickIsCrazy: shut the hell up you nigger

DOUBLE-YA-TEE-EFF CONNAY! ahahaha i love you girl

BLOOP!

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 05:47:20 GMT

WOOTAHH!! IM BORED NOTHING TO SAY!! WAHHH

..CIAO

<3-Im soo NOT emo i wish i was

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Mon, 04 Oct 2004 20:29:26 GMT

Hey. Well, as of now my cousin is spending the week with us..one of my most favorite uncles died..i passed out at school.. and things have been going great as you can see.. pshh yeahh right..but anyways..i have had some good moments in the past few days..umm..well i cant really think of them right now..Negativity is has taken over me. Damnit. Well, anyways..tonight I'm going to the mall and maybe a little bit of shopping will make me feel better?..But uhh, I think I'm going to go now..ciao

..:-<3..Me..-<3:..

AHHH I KNOW ITS BEEN FOREVER!!

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 05:04:53 GMT

hey you guys im really sorry i know its been forever since ive been on here..but ive been a good girl and concentrating on school..tehe..but i should start getting on more often now..umm nothing really much to say but that within the last time ive talked in here ive met some REALLY cool people that i love to death..i guess ill write when i have more to talk about..later

<3-Rach'L Ann-<3

hello!

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 19:41:29 GMT

well this week at connies has been awesome we got in trouble for a few things..one for the phone then the internet then she caught us sneaking out lol cause were retarded..but i always have fun over there even if we do get in trouble at least we get in it together! lol anyways yeah its been real fun i love hangin out with connie im glad shes my best friend i dont no what i would do without her..id prob either be dead or depressed..i just dont even no..but yeah tj's mom is takin to valdosta with me and my family and hes gunna go on vacation with us and spend time with me! im soo EXCITED! but anyways im gunna go now and think about all the ppl i love cause im nice like that! hehe! anyways! ciao kiddos!

<3-Rach'L Ann-<3

I Love You *Doobie Duran* *Krissten Tit Girl* -&- *My Baby T.J.*

yaa..

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 01:41:21 GMT

so umm todays saturday and im at connies till..uh either tomorrow or mon. cause my moms in south GA with her b/f..umm krissten is at the 311 concert which is SOO not fair! and me and connie are at home ALL day long..bein bored and lonely..and T.J. is at Sea World with his mom and best friend..and i havent talked to him ALL day and i miss him soo much..im soo glad were goin out! i love him sooo much! i cant wait to hear his voice once more! well uhh i think im gunna watch SNL tonight casue i havent watched it in ages! its crazy..and uhh tomorrow my plans are to wake up take shower eat..maybe..brush teeth..get funky fresh lol >>kris and con<< then get ready to go to Wild Bills with Connie and Kelli..hopefully..well im gunna go now cause connies g-ma is bitching at me once AGAIN..damn well holler players

<3-Rach'L Ann-<3

i love and miss you T.J. Hoover

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Tue, 27 Jul 2004 23:10:38 GMT

me and connie stayed up all night no sleep for 27 hours so far..we waited for my mom to wake up this mornin then we went to mickee dees!! hella yeah im soo happy that we got to go lol..but anyways today was hella crazy didnt do shit but it was crazy somehow..umm well were bout to go out to eat ill write more tomorrow..love peace and rock -N- roll

<3-Rach'L Ann-<3

oo yeah!!

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 09:56:45 GMT

I MET THE MOST AWESOME GUY COUPLE DAYS AGO..Jared your soo rad to talk to..love it! and i love.."it" lol..ahaha u no u no..well anyways..ill ttyl love ya bye babe!

blehh

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 09:36:22 GMT

yeah..i love you..you love me were one big FUCKING happy family..ahaha NOT but anywayss umm nothing to say AT ALL..today was a great day..didnt do shit but it was great..talk to you tomorrow..HOllER BACK!

<3-Rach'L Ann-<3

MeHhhHHH!! BlEEHhHHH!!

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 22:26:22 GMT

well HEYY!! not much to say but me and connie were just listenin to Madonna "Music" and im in the mood to DANCE WHA WHAT!? ahaha anyways yeah like i said not much to say but like my boobs are killin me we went tubing yesterday and the handles got shoved into them it hurts like a female dog yawl! its hella crazyy! alright well im out HOLLER BACK!-WHOOP WHOOP

<3-Rach'L Ann-<3

-ive decided the lead singer of switchfoot has the sexiest voice..damn i wanna do it lol

i love you DOOBIE DURAN!

-i wish i could go to the Madonna concert tonight..its gay like i could have gone too but NOO my mom was like idk..soo w/e im PISSED!-

..bleh..

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 12:14:39 GMT

well me and connie just came back from her house and its fuckin 8:08 AM cause my mom said that if we wanted to go to Lake Lanier or somewhere fun today we had to be home by 9 so her g-ma was like bitching and took us home REAL early i mean i had to wake up at mother fucking 7 o*clock that was a bitch man..but today were supposed to either be goin to Lake Lanier and goin out on the lake or water park or goin somwhere else..cause im sick of goin to places with water lol..dude last night was mother fucking crazy Mikey and his two friends Nick and Danson came and picked me and Connie up from her house and we went out crusin for bout 2 or 3 hours and went to this pool and hung out and it was fun as hell cant wait to do all that crazy shit we did last night u guys! but uhh anyways i think me and Con are bout to go find something to eat were starvin like always..soo ill write more tomorrow or sum shit..HoLLer..

<3-Rach'L Ann-<3

-i really miss my pink corona hat Joshua this New York hat aint workin too good for me..i need my pinkness back!-

I miss T.J.- :-( ..not comin back till Sunday or Monday its killin me!

I Love Trippin-its hella crazy ahaa connie baybee!

hey kiddos

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 10:34:47 GMT

dont even no where to start..umm connie came over went out to eat and see a movie with my grams and had a jolly ol time..lol.. but anywho..came home and me and connie went swimmin for a bout an hour and met some of her fellaz.. grayson boys! their the best! we met Mikey Cruse and Brian Danson..their soo awesome and funny but umm since its lik exactly 6:30 in the mornin then i guess i can say that tonight me and con are gonna go out with them and hang out for a lil bit Mikeyz pickin us up and were goin crusin for a lil bit its gunna be hella cool..but uhh im goin cuase were gunna go to Mickee Deez and get some GRUBB!! MMM were starvin marvin well im out negros HOLLERRR

<3-Rach'L Ann-<3

I Love My ConniE!

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Wed, 21 Jul 2004 20:18:13 GMT

hey..this past few days have been fun..yesterday my mom picked me up from connies bout 5 and i had a BLAST over there it was crazyy lol i love you kris and con fun times yawl..then me and my mom when to this dollar tree and the chink thought she was my sister ..everyone thinks that..iunno and he was hittin on her i was like EWW CHINKK it was nastyy..then clay and josh called and were like heyy rach were just goin thru your room dont worry lol i was like what the hell? then we went to Publix and got some FOOD!! yummy! and went to the ghettoiest gas station ive EVER been to lol me and my mom were listenin to SUblime and all the blackies were like..yeahh WORRDD..i was like oo LORDY! it was funny tho and then me and my mom went to the tanning bed and then came home and we hung out went swimmin and me and josh startin drinkin it was ahaha crazy..adn then the rest of the night we just chylled out and hung around watched tv and got in chat rooms and acted like tards..but anyways yeah its been a good fun few days..bye yawl.

<3-Rach'L

-Josh Happy Anniversary!!- :-)

Im goin over to Moe's tonight and were gunna spend some time with Jimmy and Johnny lol ahaha u no moe! love you soo much i havent seen you in FOREVERR!! cant wait!-

i <3 Kerry Morgan McCormick